Orthodox moms tea room
New beginning...
Today I am returning to my blog writing. It's been interesting 3 years since the last post has been produced and posted.
Pursuing a professional career I dedicated most of my time within those years to a JOB.
Today I am writing this sitting on a floor in the smallest room of the house that my husband and our daughter are working on converting it to the nursery. The reason for need of a nursery is the final deciding point for me to leave a "professional" world and to be become a full-time mom/wife/writer. Yes, the wisdom finally came with a small human growing inside me waiting to be presented to this world. We are going to be parents again, at age 52 and 40.
As many other couples out there waiting for years for a miracle of becoming parents ( or parents again) we have been waiting for our little miracle for over 4 years.
Unfortunately much time was spent trusting in science and modern medicine that caused many disappointment and produced no desired results. What I was missing all those years was The most essential aspect of any human being: faith.
I was born into Russian orthodox family and baptized into a Russian orthodox church. I was indeed more fortunate than many people as I was brought into faith early in my life. But that was it. For many years I never questioned my purpose of life and destiny. For many of years I was drifting with the stream, not living, but coping.
Until one day I was given a proof that my soul is worth saving, that He loves us and believes in us event if we don't. He showed his presence in the most beautiful way - He gave me a chance to start over. With this new life inside me that based on medical reasonings should not have been there.
So, here is my new beginning.....
New beginning...
Today I am returning to my blog writing. It's been interesting 3 years since the last post has been produced and posted.
Pursuing a professional career I dedicated most of my time within those years to a JOB.
Today I am writing this sitting on a floor in the smallest room of the house that my husband and our daughter are working on converting it to the nursery. The reason for need of a nursery is the final deciding point for me to leave a "professional" world and to be become a full-time mom/wife/writer. Yes, the wisdom finally came with a small human growing inside me waiting to be presented to this world. We are going to be parents again, at age 52 and 40.
As many other couples out there waiting for years for a miracle of becoming parents ( or parents again) we have been waiting for our little miracle for over 4 years.
Unfortunately much time was spent trusting in science and modern medicine that caused many disappointment and produced no desired results. What I was missing all those years was The most essential aspect of any human being: faith.
I was born into Russian orthodox family and baptized into a Russian orthodox church. I was indeed more fortunate than many people as I was brought into faith early in my life. But that was it. For many years I never questioned my purpose of life and destiny. For many of years I was drifting with the stream, not living, but coping.
Until one day I was given a proof that my soul is worth saving, that He loves us and believes in us event if we don't. He showed his presence in the most beautiful way - He gave me a chance to start over. With this new life inside me that based on medical reasonings should not have been there.
So, here is my new beginning.....
